| Location | Newton-le-willows |
| Age | 30 years |
| Date of Birth | 5/1976 |
| Date of Death | 11/2006 |
| Visitors | 8,659 since 02/07/2007 |
| Creator |
Steven Horsfield passed away on the 21st November 2006 aged 30. by suicide
Steven leaves behind 3 Beautiful children and lots of family and friends.
I have created this memorial as i know many people loved ste with all there hearts and think of him
everyday.
We all miss you so much and our lives will never be the same without you.Rest in peace hunny and
watch over us all and keep us safe.
All my love always and forever michelle & Jack. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Our Steven
Anyone that knew our Ste would say there where 2 Stevens.
Most people would know him to be the big strong, tough lad a fighter that would be there in a time
of crisis to help those of us he loved, family /friends. He would fiercely defend those of us that
needed protecting in times of trouble a man who would go the extra mile for the people who had
earned his loyalty, for he did not suffer fools easily.
However people closer would say he was a man who had a heart as big as an ocean, a warm funny man
with a smile to light up the darkest day. A family man who enjoyed the simple things in life a day
out with his kids who he adored, and a trip down the pub with his mates.
He wasn’t perfect he was more of a rough Diamond a man of many facets and a man who will be deeply
missed for he was the rock people cling to in times of need and the days will be darker without him
by our sides.
But Steven would say don’t morn me go to the pub and remember me and laugh, because I watch over
you still and will be there always by your side.
writen by his devoted sister janine for his funeral xxxxxx
Online Friendship...
The true friends who we meet online
are a very special kind
They pierce your shields and see within
the corners of your mind.
They're always there when you're in need
with their power to discern.
They feel your pain.........they offer hope
and genuine concern.
We bare our souls, expose our hearts
and show our inner fears,
and then before you know it
the keyboard's stained with tears.
And if we could see them through that screen
then no one could deny
that to be a TRUE online friend
they too must surely cry.
All my love & thoughts x x x Jenny Dals Mum x x x
To my friend.xxxx
GOD,
*.*.*.OPENED
* ...*.*. THE WINDOWS
* * .* *.*.*.* OF HEAVEN.
.*) .*) *.*.*LOOKED AT ME
. (... *.*.*.**.*.*.*AND ASKED,
..*(...) .*.*.*.*.* **.*. *WHAT IS YOUR
* ....(...) * . * . * .* *PRAYER
* .*.. *....* (...) * .*FOR
.. *..(...). *....* .*TODAY?
.* ... *.... * *. * . * .**I
. * . * . . * . *.*. * . **ANSWERED:
__00000___00000 *.*. * .* .*GOD
_0000000_0000000. * . * .*TAKE
_0000 OOOO 00000. * . * .*CARE
__0000000000000 * . ** .*OF THE
___00000000000 * . *. * . * .*PERSON
_____0000000 * . *. * . ** *.*THAT
_______000 * . *. * * * .*.*IS
________0* . * .. ** .. * .*.*READING
. * .. ** .. * . * . * .* . *.*THIS
. * . (.. *** /) * .*.*MESSAGE
* . * ( ..(_)/ ) * * .BECAUSE
* . * (_ /|.. _) . **.* THIS PERSON IS
* . * . /___.. * . .* .*SO
. * * . * . * *SPECIAL
♥Sometimes♥
♥Sometimes when you cry no one sees your tears♥
♥When your worried no one sees your pain♥
♥When your happy no one sees your smile♥
♥When your thinking no one is about♥
♥When you want to talk no one is around♥
♥When you need a special friend♥
♥I’m always here to lend a hand♥
♥No matter were you are or how far♥
♥just give me a call and i will be there♥
♥Send this to someone special♥♥
♥I JUST DID,
Love Jenny Dals Mum x x
with love xx
I THANK YOU ,LORD FOR ALLOWING ME THE CHANCE TO SEE YOUR LOVE.
FOR YOU SENT TO ME AN ANGEL WHO NOW DWELLS WITH YOU ABOVE.
COULD YOU PLEASE JUST TAKE A MINUTE AND HOLD MY ANGEL TIGHT,
TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM AND THINK OF HIM EACH NIGHT.
I MISS HIM MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY AND ALTHOUGH MY HEART IS GONE.
ASK HIM TO WATCH OVER ME ,TIL YOU ALSO CALL ME HOME.
I'LL GO NOW, LORD AND THANKS AGAIN FOR HEARING THIS PRAYER OF MINE.
I NOW KNOW I WAS LUCKY,'CAUSE ANGELS ARE HARD TO FIND.
JUST ONE MORE THING BEFORE I GO...
I WANT TO THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN,
YOU KNEW I WASN'T IN THIS ALONE AND SENT A GROUP OF FRIENDS.
WE SHARE OUR THOUGHTS,AND DON'T HAVE TO FEAR IF WE NEED TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY,
THEY UNDERSTAND THE WAY I FEEL BECAUSE THEY ALSO SAID GOOD-BYE.
THEIR ANGELS ARE THERE WITH YOU TOO,
AND I ASK YOU TO WATCH OVER THEM TIL THE END.
I LOVE THEM ALL,AND THANK YOU LORD,FOR ALL OF MY GONE TOO SOON FRIENDS.!!
thinking of you xx
Many moments... many tears...
Many thoughts won't disappear
Many memories bittersweet
Many years left incomplete
Many days spent in denial
Many wishes for your smile
Many hopes and dreams are gone
Many days are spent withdrawn
Many years have passed me by
Many times I still ask why
Many people think I'm fine
Many times I've begged for signs
Many sleepless nights are spent
Many hours with torment
Many moments... many tears
Many more in future years
All my love Jenny Dals Mum x x
thinking of you xx
Many moments... many tears...
Many thoughts won't disappear
Many memories bittersweet
Many years left incomplete
Many days spent in denial
Many wishes for your smile
Many hopes and dreams are gone
Many days are spent withdrawn
Many years have passed me by
Many times I still ask why
Many people think I'm fine
Many times I've begged for signs
Many sleepless nights are spent
Many hours with torment
Many moments... many tears
Many more in future years
All my love Jenny Dals Mum x x
A WONDERFUL THING
There's a wonderful thing
That gold cannot buy,
A blessing that's rare and true;
And that's the gift
Of a wonderful friend
Like the friend I have in you.
Thanks for all your support x x
Love Jenny Dals Mum x x
☆ * ☆ * A Letter from Heaven * ☆ * ☆
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To those I love,
You hold on to me so tightly in your hearts - where I shall always be.
Your concern has always been for me, but I wonder how you are doing.
You will never know all the prayers that have been prayed for you. the tears that have been shed over your grief and the concern that has been shown for you in multitude of ways, but I find it so comforting to know you havent been left alone.
Please know that I am not alone, either. The death that hurt you the most has given me the gift of eternal life. Never let anyone tell you God doesnt exist. If you need to be mad at Him for awhile, that's okay; He can handle it. But never let hate, anger or bitterness fuel your emotions. Talk to Him and let Him talk to you. Listen for Him in the voices of the people who love and care about you, and let His Word reassure you that I am doing just fine.
It's comforting to know that you hold me so close while struggling with the prospect of letting me go. You need to know, that we will always be together.
Eternity is not " out there" eternity is now! I have simply moved a little farther
ahead of you.
Remember that God never wastes anything - especially love.
The love that we shared on earth will be even greater in Heaven. For now, you must rest assured that I am safe in God's Perfect Love. I would like you to take some of the love you have for me and share it with those around you. You can never run out of love - the more you give away, the more you will have....and let others love you.... you are worth loving!
Be patient with yourselves. You will make some mistakes and you will even find yourselves ot thinking about "me" from time to time. That's all right too....... All my needs are being met; you need to take care of you. Hold onto one another, help each other, give hope and love to all you meet.
Above all, be prepared to welcome others into your wolrd of grief and mourning. You are being taught valuble lessons that will need to be passed along. Some will not have the strength, many will not have your faith, and most will feel they are alone; but all will need the love and understanding only you will be able to give. Now, your pain is the only credential you need to minister to others. When you think of me, never think of me as being alone.
Think of me as smiling laughing and enjoying all that God has prepared for me.
Finally, never believe you are alone. Do not focus on what you have lost, but
look always at what you have left. You are surrounded by people who love and care about you. Live with them - love with them - share with them - laugh with them ...
Make everyday a celebration of life - a life that will never end.
We will meet again - and until we do - know that I am so very proud of you
for not giving up!!!!
From - Your Loved one's in Heaven
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A BROKEN HEART THAT SPEAKS
I feel more depressed
Each day when I awake
I wish to god you could tell me
There has been a big mistake.
My darling son was taken
From his mothers love
To live with the angels
In heaven up above
I did not have him with me
For the time I should have had
No longer can I hold him
Which makes me very sad?
The pain of losing my son
Shows in every single tear
I spend each day missing you
Longing to have you near
Life for me is lonely now
Without you by my side
My Broken shattered heart
Is very hard to hide
People tell me that time is a healer
That the pain will go away
They don’t understand
That this pain is here to stay
For when you lose a child
There is nothing that can compare
The bond we had at their birth
Will never leave, it’s always there
The love a mother has
Runs so very deep
That love is so special
It’s in her heart to keep
A mother’s heart is broken
She is ripped apart inside
There is a part of her missing
It left when her child died
So please don’t tell me to get over it
For this I can not do
Unless you understand my feelings
And this has happened to you
Only another mother who has lost a child
Can understand my pain
Because they also suffer daily
As the memories of their child remain
We are a band of mothers
Whose hearts will never heal?
For the loss of our children
Is for us, so very real
All my love to everyone of you heartbroken mums x x x Jenny Dals Mum x x
A SPECIAL FRIEND XXX
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If u love me as a friend u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love.
If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
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Love Jenny Dals Mum x x
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